Thursday, September 07, 2006

And You Wonder Why I Hate People.

I have...

A non-refundable ticket.

Purchased baby clothing for her daughter.

A medical problem that needs immediate attention.

Arranged a visa for her and her daughter to enter the Emirates again, when I get back from Serbia.

Been worried sick about her for the past week.

Made multiple international calls to her family find out if something is wrong.

Finally reached her cousin in Belgrade and found out what’s going on.

A few days ago, she sent her cousin an email explaining that she wasn’t going to Belgrade because she couldn’t manage to get her heroin addicted, diseased, shit-for-brain-loser of a husband (who most probably has a second wife, remember) a visa and she didn’t want to go without him. I didn’t even realize he was invited. No, no. I understood she was getting a divorce.

I have...

Just told another friend to fuck off, eternally. She deserves whatever the fuck she gets, because she gives it to herself.

But I also have …

Another really great friend who’s helping me with plan B.

I will be fine. I’m just incredibly disappointed, and having been given another perfect example of why people suck, a quick inclination to lose even more faith in human kind, and a keen sense to resent the world and all that exists right now.

Incase you missed that, it means don't step on my fucking toes right now. I'm in NO fucking mood for it.


Anonymous Anonymous said...

TF: You got Plan B, which is good. So, just move forward and get it over with.

Good luck with Plan B :-)

As for your question 'why people suck', well that's eternal. Just in case, if and when, when you find the answer, do let me know.

8:14 PM, September 07, 2006  
Blogger Shaykhspeara Sha'ira said...

I found myself saying Amen after reading this post...

I had a similar friend to the one you described, I know what you mean.

8:33 PM, September 07, 2006  
Blogger Prometheus said...

Sorry for not being clued in, but Prometheus here feels yer too damn valuable to be getting yer head all screwed up over humans.

Chill out dudette. Talk to moi.

8:50 PM, September 07, 2006  
Blogger N said...

More and more i find myself expecting less of people, and limiting friends. More and more it becomes apparent that we were meant to live this life alone. Somehow this doesn't make me sad, it's a relief and a gate way to peace of mind. I wonder it thats good, or really really bad. Chill out hun, it all sorts itself out.

9:54 PM, September 07, 2006  
Blogger Jayne said...

I really hope Plan B works out hon.............keep us posted, especially if you do go OK?

10:36 PM, September 07, 2006  
Blogger Destitute Rebel said...

Good luck with plan B, its become a norm, we get hurt/betrayed by the people we trust. It is in times of need that you find out who your real friends are

11:31 PM, September 07, 2006  
Blogger Tainted Female said...


You realize how fucking ignorant you make yourself look? (You must have some idea, thus the anonymous tag). But really, do you see how this one comment alone proves to me and I’m sure many others, that you’re double the prick (minus the balls) I am?

I have no problem taking responsibility for my actions and blame for most the shit in my life. Which pretty much proves you have no fucking clue who I am, and thus no valid reason for your spiteful comments.

Put your fucking name to your insults so everyone can see who the tough boy/girl is who can kick attempt to kick the bitch, while she’s down. It’s always an admirable personality trait. I’m sure you’ll gain lots of admiration because of it.

I’d do it. But then, I’m not afraid to stand by my words. Whatever the fuck you think you’ve got to add, I’ve got one over you. Remember that.

Everyone else, thank you much for you kind thoughts. Jin, there’s no chance I’m going now. It’s simply not possible.

4:36 AM, September 08, 2006  
Blogger purchasewoods said...

Hi Chickie: That situation never gets better and you do all the worrying. I am not tellin you to abandon her but you need to stop rescuing her. My concern is always for you. I think I missed some of your posting on this but I will go back and see if I can spot it.
Did you get your card?

xxxx L

5:53 AM, September 09, 2006  
Blogger Tainted Female said...

Thank you much Westernguy...

L, I didn't post most of this here, just bits and pieces. You know the whole story, I think, so don't waste your time looking for something that doesn't exist!!! Instead, if you're missing something I'll let you know through email. Though, I doubt I'll be around for a while after today.

Nope, I didn't get any card. :( And I was at the post office just the other day!

My love to T. Umwah.

10:01 AM, September 09, 2006  
Blogger black feline said...

your highness..that's why i told u so many times...human generally disappoint....come...come...come join our tribe...the feline clan!

12:33 PM, September 09, 2006  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Dear Tainted,

You cannot always close your eyes to everything that is imperfect in life. :)

a passer by.

8:14 PM, September 09, 2006  
Blogger Tainted Female said...


Seriously, don't ever change alright?


Welcome home hun. I'm sorry it looks like I'm leaving just as you return. Stay good.


Thank you.

1:47 AM, September 10, 2006  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

I know it's very politically incorrect, but I'm finding your situation very funny. You're cute how you express your anger, lol.

Well, for all it's worth, I think plan B is good, stick to it. As for your friend, screw her, eventually she'll learn, when it's too late of course, and she'll really regret it, and the first that would come up to her mind is you.

You need not to be pissed off, you're doing great. Good luck with everything.

9:08 PM, September 17, 2006  

Post a Comment

Subscribe to Post Comments [Atom]

<< Home